Today
Every day I strive to keep up the happy facade…
Today, it was a struggle I lost…
Every day I keep busy so that I have no time to dwell…
Today I realized that the scales are shifting, as
Every day more of “our” things get stacked onto my pile
Today, I had nothing left in me to handle my own pile
Every day, I confidently say “I can do this!”
But today, doubt crept in
Every day I convince myself that I can just LOVE him enough to keep this demon at bay
Today, the demon drew first blood. And I am shaken.
